A part of me has died
It was the piece that made me be.
Looking through these tears
I think could i have prevented the loss?
Sworm i would not return here
The deed is doneit's out of reach.
But every step that i make just takes me down this path.
Promised myselfi'd make it through this but nothing fills this void.
When hope is lostall you have is hate.
This is my cross to bear.
All this time that i through i was strong
Now i know that i was wrong
Buried beneath my own fearsi make my final wish.
To see beyond the tears and to live beyond the tears.
A part of my has died.
It was the piece that made me be.
Looking through these tears
I think could i have prevented the loss?
No!

I've failed in love again.
Will i ever win?
All the pain and suffering.
Born to lose accept my fate.
Looking back i hate myself for the scars i've left.
I have become my nightmares i have become my fears.
Everything i've touched has rot away.
Can i redeem myself for the pain i've caused?
Filled with regrets my heart in my hands.
To love is to lose to hope is to die
In the end i've lost everything i had.
I live this life with guilt in my heart.

In a time where hope is lost
I have sworn myself never follow the lost souls.
Walking this shattered world prophecizing a bitter end.
I won't bow down to them or their god.
All your righteous words.
They were never for me.
All your righteous words they were never for me.
All your righteous lies they were never for me.
They won't change me i live for myself.
Talking of redemption when no one died for my sins.
I see your faith for what it truly is.
All your righteous words they were never for me.
All your righteous lies they were never for me.
They won't change me i live for myself. fuck you!
I've watched you fall from grace.
No one died for my sins.

Forever gone suffer in deception as you learn the hardest truth.
After all the confusion nothing seems familiar.
What has been broken for so long can never be the same.
This is how it will be until the day i die.
I can't turn back from here.
How can i save myself with one foot in the grave?
I wish i didn't know the things i fuckin know.
What has been broken for so long can never be the same.

Suffering for all this time i've slowly died inside.
These bleeding wounds have not yet healed
And i can't escape the pain.
Now i need to find the strenght to leave it all behind.
My past won't be my fate and my scars won't hold me down.
I have to save myself.
Memories they haut my life
Nowhere to run nowhere to hide
Trapped again in my own hell
I face the truth alone when all is said and done
You can't keep looking back.
So dry those tears and wish the pain away...

No one makes it alone in this world of shit
So build a place to exist and call it home.
To the few by my side you are my everything.
For the few by my side i'd give anything.
My friends and my family.
They make me who i am
This is the one thing in my life that is truly precious.
This is my one true love my reason to live.
I'll always hold dear what is in my hands.
Words fail to express what is really sacred.
This is the only honor left for me to defend.
This is my one true love this is what i'd die for.

Fuck you you created this face and this misery.
Something once my saving grave is now a bitter memory.
Searching for answers to questions i shouldn't ask.
Just know i'll always hate you for what you've fucking done.
Why must beauty always die in these callous hands?
Feels like i will forever walk this path alone.
All the things i've once held close to my heart are now gone.
Feeling empty i've lost all fucking will to gain back what i lost
What you took away.
I'll always hate you for what
For what you've fucking done.
The more i try to make sens of this
The less i comprehend.

Tortured days
Life is hard when it has no meaning.
I've never felt so low.
No one to blame out but myself
So now i have to make things right.
If not i'll just sink deeper towards the bottom.
Where did it all go wrong?
I have forgotten when.
I'm always failing the trials i'm face with.
I just hope that these tortured days will have an end.
I'd give anything to forget the thoughts that plague me.
What do you do when you want to forget a broken past?
Fucking up is how your learn i know i've been here before.
But when the truth lays out before you it has you dying cold.
Searching for a way out i can't let this last forever.
Now i will confront what i've fought with for so long.

Devoid of truth we swallow our own lies.
And keep believing that this life is worth pursuing.
Thrown into a world where no light shall ever shine.
Condemned to a meaningless future we live to die.
This life has been raped. now it's too late.
Fuck this world for what it is.
We were mislead by faith.
Fuck this world for what it is we were mislead by lies.
Everyday is another nail in the coffin of our molded lives.
Every prayer said in vain is one more breath closer to death